17th Sunday after Pentecost at Epiphany on September 7, 2008

 In the name of our Lord Jesus, who is both example in how to forgive, but also an unlimited power ource to give us the desire and the strength to want to forgive, as well. Amen.

Matthew 18:21-35 Then Peter came to Jesus and asked, "Lord, how many times shall I forgive my brother when he sins against me? Up to seven times?" 22 Jesus answered, "I tell you, not seven times, but seventy-seven times. 23 "Therefore, the kingdom of heaven is like a king who wanted to settle accounts with his servants. 24 As he began the settlement, a man who owed him ten thousand talents was brought to him. 25 Since he was not able to pay, the master ordered that he and his wife and his children and all that he had be sold to repay the debt. 26 "The servant fell on his knees before him. 'Be patient with me,' he begged, 'and I will pay back everything.' 27 The servant's master took pity on him, canceled the debt and let him go. 28 "But when that servant went out, he found one of his fellow servants who owed him a hundred denarii. He grabbed him and began to choke him. 'Pay back what you owe me!' he demanded. 29 "His fellow servant fell to his knees and begged him, 'Be patient with me, and I will pay you back.' 30 "But he refused. Instead, he went off and had the man thrown into prison until he could pay the debt. 31 When the other servants saw what had happened, they were greatly distressed and went and told their master everything that had happened. 32 "Then the master called the servant in. 'You wicked servant,' he said, 'I canceled all that debt of yours because you begged me to. 33  Shouldn't you have had mercy on your fellow servant just as I had on you?' 34 In anger his master turned him over to the jailers to be tortured, until he should pay back all he owed. 35 "This is how my heavenly Father will treat each of you unless you forgive your brother from your heart."

Frustrating Forgiveness

Forgiveness. I'm all for it, especially when it comes to other people. I think that other people ought to forgive. Of course, I encourage people to forgive. It's just that, when it comes to me forgiving somebody else, I'm just not that enthusiastic about the idea. Forgiveness can be frustrating. I wouldn't make that confession to you if I thought I was all alone in my feelings. I'm not.

A little boy had a fight with his older brother. The feud between the two lasted the entire day. Neither would speak; neither would make amends. When bedtime came, mom went to the younger boy and said, "Don't you think you should forgive your brother before you go to sleep? Remember, the Bible says that we shouldn't let the sun go down while we're still angry." (Eph 4:26) The mother smiled as she saw her boy's brow furrow as he considered her motherly wisdom. "Mama?" "Yes, honey?" "I was wondering." "And what were you wondering?" "I was wondering how I can keep the sun from going down." That's a boy I can understand. His righteous anger is a treasure that he is not prepared to give up so easily. He is not ready to pretend that the argument was nothing. He knows – forgiveness can be frustrating.

Is it possible that you've found difficulty in forgiving somebody – maybe even somebody who's close to you? Has there ever been a time when you felt revenge was the only way you could resolve a problem? Do you get historical when you argue with somebody – do you dredge up past problems and dig up ancient arguments? Have you ever thought, "Boy, if they ever have a problem and need my help, they're going to have a mighty long wait, cause I'm not a-goin'?" Have you waited patiently for someone who has offended you to get some common sense and come to you with an apology? They need to come to you, because you ... are ... never ... going ... to ... go ... to them. If you've answered "Yes" to any of those questions, you might join me in thinking that forgiveness can be frustrating.

Now, you should know that we're not alone in having, holding, and harboring these feelings. Jesus' disciple Peter also had these feelings. Jesus had just told his disciples, “If your brother sins against you, go and show him his fault, just between the two of you. If he listens to you, you have won your brother over.” (Mt 18:15) Maybe Peter had been offended by his brother Andrew or his close disciple friends James or John, so Peter asked, “Lord, I've been wondering, just how many times do I have to forgive my brother when he sins against me? As many as seven times?"

Peter thought he was being pretty generous with his forgiveness. The religious teachers of Peter’s day said that you should forgive somebody three times. Those scholars knew forgiveness can be frustrating. That's why they said three times and then, "bam" you were free to get revenge; three sins and "bam," you had every right to get even; three times and "bam," you could write off the person who had done the sinning. The problem is, nobody ever learns from that kind of lesson. And violence and revenge and payback always escalate.

Did you catch that Peter didn’t really ask a question? He wasn’t inquiring about information like a hungry pupil eager to learn more. He was showing off. He thought he was extremely charitable to give a few extra mulligans of forgiveness. He thought Jesus would pat him on the head, give him a cookie and praise him in front of his eleven buddies.

But Jesus just shook his head and said, “No. Seventy times seven. You don’t get it, do you? Mercy is not something I dribble out when people deserve it. By its definition, mercy is unconditional love and forgiveness, all the time. And even seventy times seven, four hundred ninety, is not a limit. I just picked some more sevens and added some zeroes to try to push it out into basically unlimited territory.”

Forgiveness can be frustrating. That's what a mother found out when she heard her seven-year-old son yell. She ran into his bedroom and found the boy yelling because his two-year-old sister had a death grip on his hair. Ever so gently the mother pried the little girl's fingers loose and released the boy. Seeing his fury, the mother tried to calm him down: "Now, now, you'll just have to forgive her. She didn't know what she was doing. She doesn't understand that it hurts when somebody pulls your hair." The boy nodded his understanding. Mom didn't get too far down the hallway before she heard her daughter scream. Rushing back, she was met by her son who was leaving the bedroom. "Well, Mom, she understands now that it hurts when your hair is pulled."

I can understand that boy, too. The brother wanted to hurt his sister as much as his sister had hurt him. Forgiveness can be frustrating. Yet Jesus commands His people to overcome this frustration and forgive. To Jesus, showing mercy to the other fools and jerks in your world is not optional. Forgiveness isn't something that we offer when it suits us or when it concerns inconsequential matters. Forgiveness isn't something we do after the other person has apologized. Forgiveness is something God's people just do. Jesus said it, "... If you do not forgive men their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins." Having God not forgive us, that's a pretty frightening thought. Forgiveness may be frustrating, but it's something the Savior expects His people to do.

Maybe your children have abandoned you or you’ve never received your parents’ approval. Maybe somebody at work that you thought had your back put a knife in your back. Maybe your ex-spouse has left you in a permanent state of anger and bitterness. Maybe you are still resentful towards someone who’s not even alive any more.

Jesus says, “Let it go.” Not because they deserve it. See, we always want to make our forgiveness and mercy conditional. Like, if you’re nice to me, then I’ll be nice to you. Any idiot can do that. It takes a Christian to be nice first. Give up your grudges. Bury your bitterness. Ask God to take away your anger.

This is not an option. If you choose to hold on to your bitterness, grudges and anger, you are risking your own mercy and forgiveness. Jesus said, “This is how my heavenly Father will treat each of you unless you forgive your brother from the heart.”

Let go of it. Use your little bit of time left on this earth not to plan retaliation, not to stay in a constant state of anger – but to be brokers of God’s mercy. The world says, “Don’t get mad, get even.” Jesus say, “Don’t get mad, give forgiveness.”

So what is Christian forgiveness? It is Christians consciously choosing that they will not let any evil that has been done to them change them, or color them, or control them. Forgiveness is the erasing of a debt. Forgiveness is the building of a bridge of reconciliation. Forgiveness is something Christians do for others, because it is what Jesus did, albeit on a far grander scale, to them. We don’t forgive because Christians are special people or because we are extraordinarily kind, noble, gentle, or caring. We aren't, at least not originally. No, forgiveness finds its source, its strength, its sustenance in the Savior, who, has forgiven sinners like us.

Do you want to learn how to forgive? Then look at the life of Jesus. He was born into a world that did not want Him. His first baby’s cry was in a stable because no one would offer His parents lodging. His king, in a jealous rage, tried to murder Him. The people from His hometown tried to throw Him over a cliff. The religious leaders plotted to take His life. His own disciples deserted Him; one denied Him; another betrayed Him for the price of a cheap slave. At one of His trials, men were brought in to lie about Him and others got glee from beating and spitting upon Him. When He appeared in front of His own country's monarch, all the ruler could do was ask Him to perform some miraculous tricks. Although His Roman judge knew Him to be innocent, he turned his back on justice and allowed Jesus to be crucified.

Jesus' life from beginning to end was filled with frustration, aggravation, irritation, and rejection. He never escaped people's abuse, mistreatment, and misunderstanding. Yet Jesus, who always was about the Father's business of saving us, never sought revenge or retribution. He never turned in His two-week notice; He never called down fire and brimstone upon those who rejected Him; He never turned those who refused to follow Him into pillars of salt. He called for no flood to sweep unbelievers away; nor did He ask the earth to open and swallow His detractors.

Jesus did none of those things. On the contrary, when a rich young man said that he had kept the commandments, Jesus did not strike him down for his boastful heart. No, Scripture says "[Jesus] loved that man." When the crowd left Him, Jesus did not curse them. When He entered the city of Jerusalem, He wept over her. He did not turn His back upon the leper, the lame, or those who were demon-possessed. He did not write off the rejects of society, the friendless, homeless, the depressed, despondent, or diseased. On the contrary, along with healing their bodies, many times He healed their souls by forgiving them of their sins.

If you wish to see forgiveness, look to the cross of Christ. There you will see forgiveness in its purest form. Even as the Savior hung upon the cross; even as your sins and my sins weighed Him down; even as men gambled for His clothing and laughed at His pain; He called out: "Father, forgive them for they don't know what they are doing." He cried from the cross, “It is finished!” He paid the price. He cleared His clients. He finished with forgiveness.

I hope you never become dulled to the thrill of that forgiveness. I pray that in the peace of that forgiveness, you loudly praise your Lord. And it’s not like when I play golf and my buddies give me a mulligan when I have a particularly pathetic swing. They’ll toss me another ball and say, “Here, tee it up again,” then look away and try to cough to cover their laughter. They’re really thinking, “That was so lame, we’re not even going to make you take that lousy shot. Here, hit another one.” You don’t get just one mulligan from God. He continually, unconditionally, pardons all of your life.

Now, Jesus says, “I want you to show that you get it and show your gratitude by being brokers of My mercy. Don’t hog it. Don’t be like the Dead Sea where everything flows in and nothing flows out. Be brokers, reflectors, channels of My love. Let My forgiveness flow through you. Be a sieve for My mercy.”

If you paid any attention this week, you heard the liberal media go after Governor Sarah Palin’s 17-year-old daughter for becoming pregnant out of wedlock. The media wants to condemn Bristol Palin and the whole family for this adulterous sin. They also want to condemn conservative Christians for not condemning the Palin family. Is public media-driven condemnation the correct response when we learn of someone’s sin? This “news story” sounds eerily similar to the time when the watchdog Pharisees brought a woman caught in an adulterous sin to Jesus to have Him condemn her. Jesus didn’t condemn, he confronted the sin privately and forgave the repentant sinner repeatedly.

It doesn’t matter what your political persuasion is. What matters is you are a Christian. We confront sin privately, one-on-one and then we forgive.  We all have junk in our closet, too. We don’t forgive so that others won’t dig into our junk. We forgive because it is the right thing to do. We forgive because it is what Christians do. It is difficult. It is time-consuming. It is frustrating. But we forgive because Christ has forgiven us. We forgive – not once, not twice, not seven times, not even four hundred ninety times. We offer unequivocal, unconditional, unlimited forgiveness, because that is what Jesus has offered to us. Amen.